I wish I could find the words to somehow say what you mean to me and how lost I am without you. 4 years on and the way we lost you is still unbearable as is the guilt of not being there for you. So many things I want to tell you and so many things we should have shared. Our children continue to be the most amazing, wonderful kids in the world. Will always be so proud of you and you will always have my heart. All my love, your Rob. xxx